MY WORDS!!!RAYS OF LIGHT

i m at my desk..
thinking..still thinking..
the window is trying to open
like a bird from d cage..
a fan is telling me
that m around u and observing u..

heaven..
heaven in my eyes..
heaven in my words..
heaven in my breath..
when i started writting
my paper was dry
ink was wet..

time played its role

now m at my desk..
my paper is wet and eyes are dry....
my words was telling me to cry.
i was thinkin my eyes was dry.

m stone,
i was argueing
i m stone and a stone never cry..
my words was argueing
that water falls from the stone
so a stone sometimes cry..

next moment was awesome,
words are now telling me
never say "WHY"
never say "WHY ME GOD"
"ALWAYS SAY "TRY ME GOD"

"SALE-2020"!!!SALE OF HUMAN ,A SALE OF HUMANITY

Last evening
I got a mail,
The mail was about
a "SALE"
"SALE 2020"....



The information discribed in that mail,
Products selected for that "SALE"
I was shocked when reading that mail,
I m also a product of that "SALE"


Buy 3 man get humanity free
Buy back offer will also available
And civility will be so coastly...


Buy 3 politician get
1 corrupt county free,
Democracy will become outdated
It will become a populer legend
Dictatorship will be new tradition
We will provide you the latest adition...


Discount will be available on prestige of woman
Discount will be available on fresh oxygen
Discount will be available on pure drinking water
Discount will be available on lamentation of orphan...


Posters u will get
"The movie "legend of mallika "is coming soon.."
"Advanced booking for the home on the moon".
Please be a part of this "SALE"
We want to buy you
You are also a product of our "SALE"
You are on demand.....

IN THE SHADE OF MY BLUES

A desire to express,
But i fear...
Flowers all bloom
With the rising sun,
Me despite being sunflower can't...


In my toil to attain
The cold heart,
I overlooked my sweetheart,
While i was in the
Shade of my blues,
I could not see
The light of my love....


How can i break All the bonds,
I cry to make others smile
Killing the desires of my heart,
I roam around being blind....


My heart and my heartbeats,
Me and my luck !!!
We will never meet...
I am still in the
shade of my blues.....

WANT SOME SPACE FOR MY OWN GRAVE

in search of the light after the dark nights,
in search of the moisture that
has vanished from the eyes...


fed up after hearing the
bitter statements,
in search of the sweetness of silence....


i am searching some faith in
this superstitious globe,
away from the crowed...


life has ditched me,
at middle of the sea,
i am searching the love of death for me....


i was the sole owner
of the big sky,
i am now in search of some
space for my own grave!!!

MY LAST BREATH!!!!!

i was at my bed
waiting for the death,
i was scared
that was my last breath...

death was asking
what u have gained,
i was thinking
about a death without pain....


people were laughing
beacuse i was unique
i was laughing
because they were same...

life was crying and
listning my clap
i was alive because
death need my help...

heart was wet
eyes were dry,
death was crying,
my soul want to fly...
and...
finally eyes opened the gate..
that was my last breath.........

BITTER TRUTH ...A SLAP

was at my window,
in my room..
listing conversation between mother and son..
a beggar's son asking to his mom,
where is our home.....
mom replied
look at that direction,
how far u can see,
your eyes can cover thats our home,
that much our home..


what is hunger
son asking
mom replied ...

hunger is reality hunger is a wish,
hunger itself prooves that"men" is selfish...
hunger is a fact i can see in your eyes ,
hunger is air from earth to the sky..
hunger is our compromise dedicated to this world
hunger is our destiny hunger is our gold....
son asking defination of "men"
mom replied men is dark
men is fact,
earth is god's creativity
"men"is its defect,
son "men" is reality"men" is devil's advocate..
son was asking
what is rupee..
mom replied
ruppe is god rupee is fear,
rupee is answer and reason of your hunger....
a snake can understand
but rupee always bite.
friends...rupee is a part of life its not heart of life..
our name(men) itself a slap on our face..
we cant make a home with selfish roots..we have to accept
its a bitter truth